A Tribute to my beloved grandma.

Its been 8 years already since my grandma was taken away from me. Ever since young, my grandma would take care of me until she fell and couldn't walk. Then, her health deteriorated. I could still remember when I would relunctantly give her my waffled sausage. lol. How I wish I could give her all now. I would buy a carton full of that and feed her. My grandma was my protection from my parents, from my maid. She used to be my pillar that soon collasped.

After that cursed fall, her condition got worse. She was admitted to the hospital time and time again. I could still remember going to the hospital to visit her and massage her weak and soft hand.
My grandma spent 7 years in my life. Just a mere 7 years. Although she did not make a great impact in my life, I will not be able to forget her.

The day she passed away was the day when my school had half-day. I woke up in the morning and my father told me she had passed away already. Wow? Luckily she did that peacefully. My mother even told me that it was because of me that she held on. She could not rest in peace until she got my mom's promise to take care of me.

January 1998, my Grandma was gone, forever....

Let me tell you something more about me. I am a person who does things with no regrets, a person who will not REALLY know what I have done wrong or whatever I did. So don't tell me to find out what is wrong with me or what did I do, which has affected you in some way or another. Plus the fact that my history and SS have a record of doing badly, don't even think of making me infer. I will just do the opposite. So, if you are a person that is expecting me to go apologise to you first, then let me tell you is that I will only if I have justified my mistake. If not, just stop dreaming.

If you think you are so secretive and likes people to go find out why, sorry I won't.

Congratulations to me for failing physics. For that, I have been reaped off the title of helping people with physics. Sorry, but I am in no position to help anyone with physics, skali you also fail like me.

For that, I got scolded by my mother. Unfortunately, I could not take it and should I say, argue with my mother. Sorry, but I don't really enjoy being in my family. I have too much anger and hatred for any member of my family. Writing this post just piss me off.... I can't continue.


Just don't try saying anything about this post.......Please and thanks. I appreciate it.