Let me tell you something more about me. I am a person who does things with no regrets, a person who will not REALLY know what I have done wrong or whatever I did. So don't tell me to find out what is wrong with me or what did I do, which has affected you in some way or another. Plus the fact that my history and SS have a record of doing badly, don't even think of making me infer. I will just do the opposite. So, if you are a person that is expecting me to go apologise to you first, then let me tell you is that I will only if I have justified my mistake. If not, just stop dreaming.

If you think you are so secretive and likes people to go find out why, sorry I won't.