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Sometimes people always say that they feel bad after they did something bad to you. Did they even think about why would they feel that way and what did they have done to make them feel that way? Whats the point of just saying "eh, I feel damn bad lah. Sorry lah, don't feel pissed lah hor?" when the next day they do something else. They don't ever learn from their mistakes and its is as good as nothing even when they feel bad or regret what they had done.

We people should reflect more on life and what had we actually accomplished. Feeling bad is nothing if no action is being taken. You can always say that you are feeling bad for doing this, then the next few weeks you continue again. Must the victim keep making you feel bad before you will change, for a few days? If its this way, then just quit what you are doing and let the poor soul be free from the torture.

Feeling sian all day, ask me out if you are free.

I love people's laughter! I love how people smile and laugh until they cry or even when there is no sound coming out as though they had already lost their voice. How I wish all my farting gas can become laughing gas, how great would that be? In this way, everyone near me will all start laughing and smiling.

However, this is not what I am seeing on your face? Why always be so angry and unhappy. Life is precious, we should not waste it. Enjoy life to a certain extent! Work hard and enjoy life!

I hope you could be happier and more joyful. Sometimes I feel people talking to me get bored easily. Better change for the better.

INSOMNIA

As stated in the title, I actually had insomnia on May 14- May 15 night. Laugh out loud? I slept at 11.20pm and fell asleep only at 1.30am. How was that possible? It was 2 hours!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh What I can say is that IT SUCKS TOTALLY!!! Somemore I was being bugged by something that I was thinking making it even difficult to sleep. Sometimes, it feels like being in a jail.

JAIL.A light bulb hangs on top of the ceiling of the small space which is being on for 24 hours the whole day. It will never be off so the police on guard can see the prisoner. DUH? I think I like to be a prisoner too. Because I would like to experience if what I feels is like the prisoner who is stuck in the small room( in my case- my bed) and see if it is the same. I hate this feeling because I really want to sleep!!

I wonder what is wrong with me. I am getting sianer as the day passes. I think I will burst into shit 1 day and melt on the hot and hard ground! KOR KOR, COME BACK QUICKLY!!! I HAVE TOO MUCH THINGS TO TELL YOU! Man, I sure do miss my brother! Its just 1 more month before his arrival in CHANGI AIRPORT! I just can't wait.

To all the insomnia folks out there: I have experience my worst insomnia in my life ( plus minus 2 hours 11 min ) What an experience! All I can say is never think too much when you are in bed. Don't even think about reflecting during your sleeping time. Its a bad time to do it.

BAO1 TIAN2

some fruit sellers like to write words like BAO TIAN or SURE SWEET on the papers that are advertising the fruits they are selling. I mean like whats the point?
Obviously you would not put like ALL THE FRUITS I SELL SUCKS. lol

It is meaningless for buyers to ask things like HAO CHI MA( for food)? or is this good quality? ( everything) This makes me very irritated because it is totally a waste of time asking all of this rubbish. LOL

Fruit sellers are just lame bunch of people if they put this kind of things.